Life Speaks.......

Installing Love......

2010-02-05T07:26:00.000-08:00

Tech Support: Yes, ... how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me though the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running?

Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge, and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longerdisrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error - Program notrun on external components." What should I do?

Tech Support: Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The system willoverwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart.Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give itand its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some coolmodules back to you.

Kyu.......

2009-11-05T10:00:00.001-08:00

Kyu Insaan Samaj Kar
Nasamaj Banta Hai.......
Kyu Rishte Bana Ke Usse
Benam Yuh Rakhta Hai......... !

Chahat Ka Izzhar Kar Ke
Kyu Sapne Dikhate Hai.......
"MOHHABT" ka Ikraar Kar Ke
Kyuuuuu NIBHANE se Itrate Hai......... .....!! "

Kyun Dil Dene Ki Waje Hoti Hai,

Kyun jazbaaton ko dabana padta hai,

Kyun iss dil ko samjana padta hai,

Kyun har dil ko ye mehsoos nahi hota,

Kyun sabko ye manzoor nahi hota,

Kyun dil se dil nahi milta,

Kyun pyaar ka phool nahi khilta,

Kyun dil ke naghme dil nahi gaata,

Dil mein kya hai ye keh nahi pata,

Kya dil dene ki yahi saza hai,

Kya pyaar karne mein yahi mazaa hai…???

:(

2009-07-14T10:55:00.000-07:00

No one ever reads it... :x
so I stopped blogging :(

Kya baat hai.........

2009-03-30T08:33:00.000-07:00

kitabon ke panno ko palat kar sochti hoon,

yu palat jaye zindagi to kya baat hai,

Khwabon main roj miltein hain jo,

haqiqat main aa jayein to kya baat hai,

kuch matlab k liye dhundte hai mujhe,

bina matlab aaye to kya baat hai,

katal kar ke to sab le jayenge dil mera,

koi baaton se le jaye to kya baat hai,

jo sharifon ki sharafat main baat na ho,

wo ek sharabi kah jaye to kya baat hai,

apne rahne tak to khushi dungi sabko,

jo kisi ko meri mout pe khushi mil jaye to

kya baat hai.........

--- Anonymous

SEVEN WONDERS OF THE WORLD

2009-03-24T13:32:00.000-07:00

1. Egypt's Great Pyramids
2. The Taj Mahal in India
3. The Grand Canyon in Arizona
4. The Panama Canal
5. The Empire State Building
6. St. Peter's Basilica
7. China's Great Wall

OR????

1. to touch...
2. to taste...
3. to see...
4. to hear...
5. to feel...
6. to laugh...
7. and to love :)

The things we overlook as simple and ordinary are often the most wonderful - and we don't have to travel anywhere special to experience them.:)
try to love n respect everything u got...! dun take anything as granted...!!

Enjoy your gifts!

Few Steps to success :-

2009-03-24T13:26:00.002-07:00

• Don’t Look Back
• Plan before act
• Stop the Complaining
• Responsibility
• No Shortcuts
• Learn
• Be Courage
• Be a Good Listener
• Be Passionate
• Make Opportunities
• Set Daily Goals
• Record Keeping
• Participate
• Be Logical
• Raise your Standards
• Learn a New Skill
• Believe
• Improve Efficiency.

bye bye.. homing pigeons.............

2009-03-07T10:17:00.001-08:00

Last few days passed in quite hectic manner. I didn't find time even to sleep!. Now, I am tired of working... i too wanna go home. all my friends are going to their home. (some of them, even without completing their projects!!!) amritanshu, manishi and gaurav are departuring for home tomorrow, they were insisting me too to join them. but i can't go right now... i have to submit my work till 9th. all friends use to say that i always finds something to busy myself in one or other stuff. they were saying me to accompanying them in the trip. manishi is going to Jaipur. amritanshu is from Agra and gaurav is going along with amritanshu to visit different places of Agra... :) so, they all are going through same train. i know it will be going to have a great fun. i too wanna go... but can't. :(
this sometimes makes me think 'saari duniya mauj mein... mein akele fauj mein'.

Anyways.... but one thing I can surely say that i enjoyed each moment while working wid my mentor Pritish sir. he is such a concern guide who understands you.. even without your single word utteration.
About him I can say... that every student may be special. but very few faculty are special and he is surely one of among them!. :)

Live Life Well

2009-02-28T07:09:00.000-08:00

1. Take care of those you love and let them know they’re loved

2. Honor your profession by trying to do honorable work

3. Hold firm to your ethics

4. Be normal no matter what levels of accomplishment you achieve

5. Be self-disciplined

6. Find some guts

College dayz.......! :)

2009-01-19T07:17:00.000-08:00

My school days............

2009-01-19T06:11:00.000-08:00

The most amazing n wonderful days of my life... i was ofcourse good at studies n also use to do... lots n lots of fun... of my school days i still remember the first day in my school - The K V :) when my dear... sis took me in the class n says an angel-cum- gal- Simmi that 'u two always be together...! have ur lunch together n blah blah... :) ' thats amazing i was such a obedient younger sister that i have obeyed this upto my 12th class... lolz :) hmmmm.... simmi was always a nice frend of mine.... still today also... whenever our talks starts it goes on and on.... u knw gals talks ;) r always like that... lolz kidding :)
One thing i must say that my sis had a keen eye... n she use to predict people very easily n very early... :) thus, she had chosen her for me...as MY FIRST FRIEND IN SCHOOL ..... :) (today i wanna say... that 'dear Sim .. i luv u!! n m really eagerly waiting for ur wedding :) as i dun wanna miss a single chance to dance'.... :P lolz :) as u knw after coming to IIIT this was a thing which i wanna learn.... n finally had learned :) (along wid many other thing ofcourse :P ) It is never so... that we (me n simmi) never fought or there were no arguments between us... it was there...ofcourse! (as every frends have... :)) i still remember once i was a bit angry wid her.... on some issue (now... i can assign that issue as a non-serious one... :) but that time it was seems like v. important one... :) lolz...... It happens when u r a kid! hope u agreed :) ) n how she fixed it again... :) by making me remember all the things n times we had shared n ofcourse the first day of our school :) wen di... introduced me wid her.... :)
she is a always cute comedian n super frend :) i still remeber the days we spended together the days wid REIKI.... :) , that beating Amith by simmi... in library after falling from chair.... lolz :), n the day with a small kids in playing in the playground... n one of them saying to simmi ---- "didi...!!! so rahi hain kya???" :) ofcourse she was a 'samosa' freak too... ha ha ha :) lolz
Its all amazing ....... :) splendid dayz! :)

....................really, Those days, those times, those minutes are carved deep as a memory that i'll treasure forever..& will cherish every second of my life..

The One...

2009-01-04T08:20:00.002-08:00

the one who (can) dare to care,
to understand,
to share,
to be always there.
to be mostly fair..
must be somewhere....... :)
i m here ..
u are where?? :)

2009-01-03T02:24:00.000-08:00

Life is a book... i use to open it.. till it hurts... then i again girdle myself into the shell.. to comeout once again.. yes! M a phoenix.

Does there any meaning for blind relations........?

2009-01-02T06:50:00.000-08:00

I dun know wat i m doing... n wat the hell i m doing with my life.... everything is not yet so clear... so much dilemma... confusion... why this is so.....? (please dun ask me... wat i really mean... n why i m confused... as i cant tell u that... ( coz' i have my small world inside me... which is always untouched by the outside world... n sud remain untouched only... for the sake of my Individuality...n thus i can never show this to anyone... no matters how close u r to me! but no encroachment plz..! n plz dun feel it :) as m a true Scorpion.. :) n if u r really my frend u must respect this characteristic of a scorpion.. lolz :P) however, i can tell u that m saying this as 'in general'.. not for any specific thing in life. ) many time i tried to be strong... but this thing does not works always... the mind is diverting ..... n i know this... still i m involving myself... as i am a student..so i have to study... n concentrate on it only.... but u knw.. mind is fickle.... No one but only i can rectify. I can rectify ..may be not very easily... but certainly i can!!... but this rectification process may break some hearts, may hurt some people around me..sud i do so????? or just keep on moving... as i am doing so... right now.... n finally hurting myself only.. at the last............ leaving everybody else happy... in their lives. no matters how much u denies to my last statement but ... people want (if not want.. then atleast 'll be happy by..) this only... i know.

Reflection: An idle mind...... ready to be lost in this world

2009-01-02T06:43:00.000-08:00

Outer me: Sometime i feel very blank..
Inner me: (Devoid of thought??).
Outer me: ahh...! not exactly....
Inner me: So, what I feels??
Outer me: probably quite insane(!!!!) and helpless... unable to help myself.
Inner me: No, actually I feel very emotional sometimes. yes.. every silly thing troubles me a lot sometimes.
Outer me: Why have I suddenly become emotionally vulnerable?
Inner me: Maybe, I am feeling insecure.
Outer me: Insecure about what?
Inner me: i dun knw really...
Outer me: but is there anyone who is secured??! i think .. Not. probably I simply feels bored...
Inner me: why??
Outer me: may be right now having.. an idle mind ... is it???
Inner me: dun knw exactly.....Although in between all this.. I go for movies, eat-out, visit places, go for parties, crack jokes..., have fun wid frends.... But once these hungamas are over. I feel blank again.... Emotionless.
And I am sure many person in this world may feels the same.. All eyes must have some or other time ... the same vacant look.. although m not tired of life.. :) as i knw i have yet to step into the real world.. :)
to loose slowly myself in this CRAZY world....

Life is always not that much... EASY.

2008-12-27T07:32:00.000-08:00

Today something happened... not of worth writing i knw... still m writing.... one of my frend got divorced..! m sad.... disappointed this thing sud not happened... n i dun knw... how years long relations dies... in a moment... especially even when u have a connecting link between you... ---- a KID!!!
however i knw that i dun have any right for commenting on one's personal life.... every person have its own point of view n life... n everybody have right to live its life in his/her manner.... n i truly Respect this right.....!!
still i dun knw.... how things goes wrong to such an extent....that u can't live wid a person anymore wid whom u have taken oath for living together n for 'do us part till death n beyond...' kinda things!.. but i can never take a divorce... no matter how he will be....! (really) it will be much more easier for me to die... then to take divorce!... i suppose :) still i know very well that my life partner will be the best... n definitely will be my LIFE! :) although i m not expecting too much from him... but i have 200% confidence on him.... :) (whoever he'll be! :) )

one thing i knw about myself is that... as far as adjustment is concerned, i can adjust with any damn buddy in this world...! (m not exaggerating) but... if you can leave me wid my own choice .... then my choice will be certainly the best in this world.... :) this is the reason... i suppose... that m still single.... :) lolz (as i m still searching that Mr. Perfect for me... :) lolz )
who is atleast difficult to find if not impossible.. :)
otherwise nothing 'll happen... this type of people will marry to a person... who is chosen by their parents... :) lolz... n they have started falling (rising actually ... :) ) in love with that person only.... :) --- AS in a typical Indian marriage... :)
Isn't!!??? :)

SOME OF THE BEST MOMENTS in the life..

2008-12-07T07:30:00.000-08:00

SOME OF THE BEST MOMENTS in the life.. Lying in the bed listening to the rain outside; Thinking abt the person U LOVE THE MOST; Taking a long drive on CLaM ROaD; A sweet n emotional CONVERSATION; Finding money in ur old jeans just whn u NEEDED; Giggling nAUGHTILY; Holding hands with ur friend or love for a WALK; Getting a HUG from someone u care the most.. The MOMENTS ur eyes are filled with tears after a BIG LAUGH..
wish u all these moments..

2008-11-30T23:00:00.000-08:00

Friends do not remain friend anymore... when they start judging you for everything u do & shared with them at any weak point of time with a blind trust. They do everything to change u, & then change themselves, putting all blame on u... Even then they don’t have any guilt for anything they have done in their lives for changing other’s view about the life.

Why u r thr...??

2008-11-23T07:15:00.000-08:00

Today m not feeling good... n i dun knw why... feeling so blue.. so lonely.. n so.. (...no words!)
why sometimes in our life people become so important to us... so that they consider u as granted.i need not to ask this ques... as i knw the ans... this happens probably when we r getting so much into ones life.... i know people need space in their life... but if it is so... then why they involved initially.. so much with us.... dun they know anything...?? .....anything???
however, i know that all relations in life are not for lifetime...
There are three types of relations that we get in our life.....
first is when someone is in ur life for a REASON, ....it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.... ever in ur life.
They have come to assist u physically, emotionally or spiritually....
They may seem like a godsend and they are...
Then, after sometime without any wrongdoing on ur part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. (i knw u were thinking that for me... that one day this 'll be the fate of our relation...ANYWAYS... QUITE POSSIBLE no worries!) (no matters to wat extent this can be true...... but u dint like my theses words na..?? i knw ... anyways but i'll write as it is my blog! n today i am mood in of writing .... :) ) (so anyways continue..)..Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they make u to take a back step.... watever but ..
the prayer you sent up has been answered.... and finally after doin everything they left!

Similarly, some people come into ur life for a SEASON, it is a time to... share... grow... and learn...
They bring u an experience of peace or make u laugh. They may teach u something.. u have never done. They usually give u an unbelievable amount of joy.... :) Believe it, as it is real ! ...... but unfortunately only for a season.! (does it resembles to ours!!???)

The third one is.. a LIFETIME relationship... which teaches u lifetime lessons..., the things that u must have... for a solid emotional foundation. ur job is to accept the lesson... love the person(wid respect) and put whatever u have learned in this relation to all other relationships.... and areas of ur life.. (here i must say... love is blind..!! Why!??) (and frendship closes its eyes! :) )

I have one Ques. for you....*Why u had come to my life?? for A REASON, for A SEASON, or for LIFETIME...(least probable .. i suppose! :) )
*u need not to ans ... however... :) (As i dun wanna listen... )

Any ways .....Thank you (everybody) for being a part of my life, ......whether u were a reason, a season or a lifetime. (least probable........ u can be happy... as m also not thinking for that! really ).

(enough writing today.... ! time to publish now... wanna read more??? my exams are approaching. okk..! so rest after my exams :) ) n haan dun worry... m not that much insanely sentimental... as it seems from my blog writing... m as normal as any gal can be :)

Believe while others ..

2008-11-11T23:27:00.001-08:00

--- By William Arthur Ward

Believe while others are doubting.
Plan while others are playing.
Study while others are sleeping.
Decide while others are delaying.
Prepare while others are daydreaming.
Begin while others are procrastinating.
Work while others are wishing.
Save while others are wasting.
Listen while others are talking.
Smile while others are frowning.
Commend while others are criticizing.
Persist while others are quitting.

2008-11-07T07:00:00.000-08:00

The lonely u feel… the lonelier, world make u to feel…….

2008-11-04T19:46:00.000-08:00

Jo rahte hai dil mein,
vo juda nahi hote,
kuchh ahsaas lafzo mein
bayan nahi hote,
ek hasrat hai unhe manane ki,
vo itne achhey hai ki
kabhi khafa nahi hote

LESSONS OF LIFE

2008-10-22T12:27:00.000-07:00

I feared being alone
Until I learned to like
Myself.

I feared failure
Until I realized that I only
Fail when I don't try.

I feared success
Until I realized
That I had to try
In order to be happy
With myself.

I feared people's opinions
Until I learned that
People would have opinions
About me anyway.

I feared rejection
Until I learned to
Have faith in myself.

I feared pain
Until I learned that
it's necessary
For growth.

I feared the truth
Until I saw the
Ugliness in lies.

I feared life
Until I experienced
Its beauty .

I feared death
Until I realized that it's
Not an end, but a beginning.

I feared my destiny,
Until I realized that
I had the power to change
My life.

I feared hate
Until I saw that it
Was nothing more than
Ignorance.

I feared love
Until it touched my heart,
Making the darkness fade
Into endless sunny days.

I am sorry

2008-10-08T06:05:00.000-07:00

Two Little Words

"I'm sorry" is just two little words;
But they're words I have to say.
For the pain that i have caused you;
In my terrible, thoughtless way.

I can't believe I could hurt you;
And cause you such awful pain.
You're still inside my heart and soul;
And there, you'll always remain.

All I can say are those two words;
And I mean them with all my being.
And when I tell you "I'm sorry".
It comes with heartfelt meaning.

Two words I beg, From you in return;
They would give me will to live.
Just two little words are all I ask;
Those two little words are, "I forgive".

---- BETTY Hawkins

I even don't want these TWO words.... never ever...
Don't Forgive Me......

Few Tips For A Positive Attitude In Life

2008-10-05T23:25:00.001-07:00

Living in the world requires you to have a thick mental skin :). Not only do you have to handle your personal problems, but you also must deal with many professional problems. While no one is entirely immune to the effects of negative events, there are several things you can do to build up your mental immune system and help ensure that you succeed in life.
1) Stay healthy - Eat, sleep, and exercise. You know how much sleep you need, and for the most part you probably have a good idea about how to eat right and exercise properly. If you have a problem in any of these areas, you won't be able to focus well on anything.
2) Find ways to keep yourself mentally pumped up - Get some motivational books, tapes, and CDs. Look for stories, movies, and music that inspire you. Make a list of all the tremendous events in your life, everything you're thankful for, and all the times you want to remember, and then focus on those as much as you can. Use affirmations such as "I can do it," "I am the best," and "I feel healthy, I feel happy, I feel terrific." Say them with as much enthusiasm and energy as you can when you first get up in the morning and during the day.
3) Assign the proper meaning to events - Probably the best way to make yourself immune to the negatives of life and develop an extremely strong psyche is to adopt beliefs that empower you. See problems as challenges to overcome. What can you learn from each situation? How can you best handle each situation? How might you look at the situation differently? If there is a real problem, face it head on and tackle it immediately.
4) Keep your perspective - Very few things are matters of life and death. One large sale made or lost will not make or break you. If you lose a big opportunity, there are more opportunities to be made. If you make a big success, enjoy it but don't rest on your laurels. And don't take things personally. A rejection of your offer or suggestion is not a rejection of you.
5) Be positive yet stay grounded in the real world - Be cheerful and optimistic, expect the best, but have a plan for when the worst happens-because occasionally it will.
6) Watch your mental diet and stay away from negatives - Your mental diet is just as important as your physical diet. You have to watch what goes into your brain. Your attitude and your state of mind are extremely important to your long-term success. Put lots of good things into your mind and surround yourself with the right people. Stay away from negatives.

THE STRANGER..............

2008-09-28T09:15:00.000-07:00

A social network… like Orkut..That was the first time… that I had added some one unknown in my orkut account. He had written something interesting… yup!! I agreed that many times… a things seems interesting to a girl.. seems not that much good to a bozo.. but yup..! I not only i had added him… but also given a nice … although a bit curtly … but positive reply. :)

Its long time… ago… since from that time…. Yup…!! 1 year… (no even little more than 1 year and little more than 1 month. :) ) (yup! Thats wat he said…!)
We use to talk daily… almost daily… Once he told me… that I am the first person he searches on gtalk whenever he login… similar thing I use to do… although I never said this…! but yes.. I does nothing different. However it was not from the very starting that I use to look for him… whenever I logined… but yes..!! now after such long period of talking… me too..! and this thing happens..! hope u agree…!!
M a gal… who never want to get inclined to anybody… means towards any guy… may be m too scared to do so… but still m always happy n jolly… yes! Sometime… I became sad too…. But only for time being…. That time… the best remedy is My Mom n offcourse DaD on My Phone offcourse :)….
I use to spend my lot of time… in thinking…… a hell thinking… :) (ahhh… a hell thinker I m!) offcourse good things always… no doubt in that…! even I never use to write… but don’t knw…why today I m feeling like writing… something… may be it release… something… (I don’t kwn … wat is this, however) which is inside u…. and on which u r thinking… a lot..!
It is (this writing..)giving… immense pleasure however…
Many time… I use to fight with him (in fun (mostly :) ))…. Over little… or seemingly… no issues.. (according to him) (I m not agreed , however on this point… there's always something which makes me to feel the difference…..).
I use to know many thing … although I’ll never say I got to knw something abt him or the family… but I got to knw abt me n his conversation…(atleast) …. I don’t knw what u’ll call it… but certainly…. Whenever you talk a lot (applicable even for…. Writing too…..) u get to knw many things… even the unsaid expressions… way of thinking… and offcourse reaction on something… I mean on some incidence or so…. Which I thought resembles very much to mine…. I don’t knw wat he thought abt it… or even he had noticed it ever…. May be gals more observing… (or I think so…. :) )